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8 August 1984
El Trompillo, Bolivia

My dear Sisters,

A few years ago I recall seeing a very touching film about an orphan boy who was trying to survive in the world. He had as his motto in life: Do not take no for an answer. I thought of this film when I was reflecting on this Gospel to which we have just listened. On this particular occasion Our Lord was outside His own country, and the woman, who approached Him to ask a favor, was not an Israelite. Our Lord refused her request. She was determined that she would not take no for an answer. She persisted. There is a slight suggestion of humor in this Gospel passage. Our Lord said it was not right to give the bread of the children to the dogs (I wonder, was there a suggestion of a smile on Our Lord's face when He spoke about children, surrounded as He was by His strong, healthy Apostles who wanted to get rid of this woman). It is possible, too, that the woman picked up Our Lord's humor when she replied: "Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master's table." (Mt 15:27).

Picking up that phrase of the woman in today's Gospel, allow me to reflect on the St. of the day whose name means "the dog of the Lord." St. Dominic is often represented by a star and a dog with a torch in its mouth. Whenever I pass by the Basilica of St. John Lateran in Rome, I think of St. Dominic and St. Francis of Assisi. Both these Saints are said to have met each other in that Church during the Fourth Lateran Council. In a little book, called The Flowers of St. Francis, which is associated with the great Saint of Assisi, the soul of the faithful Christian is compared to a dog who is attached to its master. A faithful dog will lie for hours outside a house into which his master has entered, waiting patiently for him to come out again. The image is a very useful one. It reminds us of that line in the psalm: "My soul is waiting for the Lord; I count on His word." (Ps 130:6). If we could absorb the spirituality of that single line of the psalm, there would be much more peace in our lives. We spend so much time fretting about the future because we have not learned to wait on the Lord. The darkness and dryness we experience in prayer at times is all the more painful because we cannot lie patiently, like dogs, waiting for the return of Our Lord. St. Vincent's insistence on the wisdom of taking decisions slowly and of not anticipating the Providence of God was the fruit, I feel, of knowing how to wait on the Lord. "My soul is waiting on the Lord; I count on His word." (Ibid.).

The grace of waiting on the Lord, and of acting only when we have clear signs of the direction that He wants us to take, can bring much peace and serenity to our souls. Of St. Dominic his first biographer remarked that nothing disturbed the even temper of his soul except his quick sympathy with every sort of suffering. All that was built on the foundation of humility, poverty of spirit and confidence in God. When he lay dying in Bologna on the 6 August 1221, St. Dominic said to his friars: "These, my much loved ones, are the bequests which I leave to you as my sons: Have charity among you; hold to humility; keep willing poverty." We can only wait on the Lord when we have come to think of Him as our all. "My God and my all," exclaimed St. Francis of Assisi. God can only be our all when we've stripped our hearts of all desires that are inordinate, whether these desires be for the affection of others or for the material things of this world. And if we must go to the bedrock of all spirituality, be it Dominican, Franciscan or Vincentian, we arrive at the foundation of faith. It is only when we have faith in the person of Jesus Christ that we can surrender ourselves to Him, making the sacrifice of our desires which that surrender demands. All that brings me back to the point from which I started, the Gospel of today. Our Lord yielded to the woman who would not take no for an answer, because her faith was great. "Woman, you have great faith." (Mt 15:28). May our faith be great, so that we will not take no for an answer when there is question of surrendering ourselves to Christ in order that we may be servants of the poor. "O my God, we give ourselves entirely to you. Grant us the grace to live and die in true poverty...to live and die in chastity...to live in a perfect observance of obedience. We also give ourselves to you, my God, to honor and serve our Lords the poor, all our lives." (Conf.Eng. ed., 5 July 1640, p. 22).

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